Wow I needed a Journal Fast man. So yea...like my title says, I been one hell of a busy bee! And not a truly happy busy bee either. Like the kind that has to work on like god knows how many task all at the same time so that the many queen bee's don't get pissed at him.

I been working on a lot of up coming events -

~ Art Show at my Junior College [ it's an annuel event that the gallery class puts up to show other students works. But so far people been coming to me complaining how shitty the class is. I can't fucking stand Pinche Burros!

~ Animation Project [ Their was a bit of a drama with this - that I can't really say here. It's been solved so....don't ask really ]

~ Commissions [ I been having somewhat of an artblock, so having a hard time ]

~ Finals [ I feel like I'm fucking screw'd ]

~ My Bi Polar Mom [ so far 4 months without talking to her, still going! ]

~ The Orange Box [ the only positive thing here ]

Yea.....My hands, let alone my head is completly full! I would go to a better explanation on each of those. But it's not worth it, no point to bring up things that been making me angry. But yea....only positive thing [ aside from friends <3 and nick <3 ] The Orange Box. God......My Money was soooo WORTH IT! |D I bought a used orange box and.....I never been soooo pleased.

[ Half Life 2 ] I haven't finished it yet, but anyone that's watching me play it either laugh or get scar'd shitless as well. Because I don't like anything that pops out at me. ANYTHING! So everytime the zombie thingies with the crabs on their heads come to me...I use my shot gun and handle it! Or I freak out and shoot like crazy |D; At First I didn't like those Ant Lions so much....but now that I got this thing that looks like a squeeky ball toy for dogs and they follow on command. I find them addorable cute and named them - Fifi, Gigi, Spot, and Frank - You'll expect fan art from me on this, I guerantee it!

[ Portal ] I passed it which took me a while [ cause it got me dizzy and I'm not too smart xD;; ] But that game is just fucking win! Win all around! Extremely well played concept! Story idea fucking Brilliant! And it's creepy but childish at the same time - and that's like the hardest combination to put together! and yea....fucking cake was a LIE!!!!!!

[ Team Fortess 2 ] Ahaha I been having fun with Nick on this [ well right now his xbox died |D; so....moment of silence for his xbox 360 uAu . . . . . . . . . . . . ok Then! ] So far I learn'd I'm good as an engineer, which makes sense for me. I'm never any good as an attacker, I don't like going all head on. I like defending most. So characters I play most as is, Engineer and Spy. Fuck....the Spy.....- droools - xD; I'm sorry nick but the Spy is just damn hot!! Characters I like to attack with would be....Soldier [ to take down fucking sentries ] and Heavy - cause I love Sasha <3 - kisses -

Yea.....The Orange Box has been taking my soul and my time away, plus since I got an art block, can't say I can do much really, but play it out till I get myself back in gear!

My extreme goal is to save - $1,296.00 for a round ticket to England For the Month of July |D;;;;;;; and that's just for a month stay. Fuuuccck.....Can I actually do this man? Can I fucking actually pull this off. Only a fucking miracle and extreme commissioning.

talking about that later xD;

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